我很累 ♥️

我很累 ♥️

I’m fkn tired of looking like a clown

a whole ass fool.

“Bobo the Clown: the One Man Circus!”

That’s exactly who I was

I was jumping hoops of fire

and performing for other’s entertainment.

I went out of my way to plan trips to NYC for niggas...

I went out of my way to enlighten them with politics and quality movie culture...

I went out of my way by showing them what passionate sex looks like...

I went out of my way.

They got comfy...real comfy.

And they got childish...hella childish.

Ladies and Gents? I’m starting a new charity fund.

I’m gifting these boys...*drum roll*

PAMPERS!

Cause these kids wanna be kids so they finna play the part.

The deadline for dealing with bullshit and seeking closure has fucking ended TODAY.

I. Am. Done.

说完了。

I’m done with stressing over niggas that never even bother to stress over me.

And I would be the bigger person and wish them the best but...

You know what?

I hope each of them burns in the deepest trenches of the infernos of hell!

Bc they are all foul for using me like a fucking sex toy...

For using me as a means to better themselves and deprive me of happiness...

For using me as a means of clout...

For using me as a means of status...

Y’all are all unethical pieces of trash.

Maggots wouldn’t even feast on you bc they only feast on rotten meat but ur meat is far from rotten...

Trash.

PAMPERS.

*inhales*

I-

am Bobo the Clown.

For expecting that things would change with the next nigga...

Sweetie I’ve travelled the same road about a dozen times now...

I’m starting to think I should take Robert Frost’s advice and take the road less traveled.

I really spent all this time tryna help these niggas see where they went wrong and constantly tried to better them...when in reality I was not receiving any benefit at all...

The maggots lost their appetite.

and I lost my patience.

Deadline as closed.

Ya se termino el carnival.

5.22.2020 | 1:41 AM

Poetry by CÁMO (aka LA REINA TAÍNA)